First Time Thrill

Since the age of three I lived in silent misery

Was taught to keep the faith, obey the rules, and pray

I knew the day would come when I'd break free from everyone

To claim my freedom and to disappear away

It must be unreal, first time thrill

To be free of guilt to sin

To experience and feel warmth inside me

Through your solemn eyes I'll see a different light

In you solemn eyes I'll drown with you beside me

Through your solemn eyes

Across the clouds of clove fields we'll disappear

eternally

The night is young, I know, but I can't wait too long to go

Away from prison, wicked place where I belong

You promised you'd be near to take me far away from here

Tonight's the night, I know you'll come - I can't be wrong

I'm counting every hour, I'm counting every breath

As anguish gains its power, I can't control my wrath

I feel like I'm lost tonight, I fell like the world abandoned me

I shout out with all my might, to conquer this endless misery

I'm looking through the window, I think I'm going mad

Perhaps I'm stuck in limbo, I'd rather die instead

I'm flying into the night, I sense lethal ground is drawing near

And something just isn't right, I landed and fainally can hear

I'm screaming in pain

As I sail to the shores of frever

Gliding fast through the layers of time

I confess we could not be together

Was it really so heinous a crime?

Living a lie that you're just an illusion

living a lie to pursue my delusion

How could I dare to create my own world?

Dreaming, living forever in love

Living, forever in love

Dying, forever in love