Existence Means Suffering

I can't control my thoughts

This damned, poisoning visions

Black paintings of maliciousness

Pain... Is what I have to feel

Blood flows as the steel runs deeper

Only my flesh is salvation

Existence means suffering

I rot in ecstasy...

Thoughts are drowning me, confusion

Pictures hurt, madness prevails

Longing for the gate, my genocide

Now I found the key, finally...

The portals to my mind

A kingdom opens wide

My subjects wait for me

For a supersonic victory

Towards the purple suns

My astral body travels

To regain control

Of my abysmal hate ...

My sweet demonic agony

That builds my throne

A throne made of

Countless captured souls...

I can't control my thoughts

This painful, merciless knowledge

Like a dark, nocturnal blizzard

It's pumping through my veins...

Deepest midnight

Behind my bleeding eyes

Insanity is freezing me

Existence means suffering

I tear my soul apart

Me, the dark nemesis

Then memories are passing by

Of times so bright and warm

Of frozen starlight in your dying eyes

And pale skin in seducing moonlight

Your lips are covering mine

And I taste your kiss like wine

Before the blade is kissing you...

Oh, eternal sadness is grieving me

As I walk through darkest valleys

Shadows fall upon my tired eyes

Cold night, hear my cry

I can't no longer take existence

This pain is tremendous

The shimmering steel is smiling at me...

The final sacrifice for the ones that lurk behind

The mountains of eternal sleep

Just one step to leave it all behind

To kill the demons inside

Never to return into eternal agony

The last time I'm yearning at the stars

Sweet, everlasting silence

I sigh in woe, as I cut my veins...