Smiling At Strangers On Trains

It was the strangest thing today

I saw new footprints in abandoned pathways

Beneath forgotten undergrowth something stirring again

You were a single red blood cell, but I lost you

In this knot of capillaries, but you were bringing me oxygen when

I needed it most in the smoke

And you were always as far as mongolia

As close as my clothes, your presence pervading, but

It still never shows

As close as the answer I never quite know

Or can't quite remember

Your distance insidious, as soft as a blow

Your shadow is with me wherever I go

It's on the tip of my tongue but still I never quite know

Or can't quite remember

I don't quite remember

The forced proximity of a million

Different mike leigh movies makes me long

For the fresh air of a familiar face

And not the violence of loneliness, nor the unease

Of surrounded seclusion

I keep nearly missing you around corners

And in passing trains

And if I'd known that you weren't so far away

That you were never that far away

I could've rode this

Train smiling