My New Beginning

i never ever felt this close to the edge before

i never ever thought i could close these doors

i always thought i'd be hanging on waiting for something more

i've always been dissolved never put back together again

i've always felt i was on the outside looking in

it always feels easier to be angry or at least it did then

i now know that we're all temporary

i now know that this could all end momentarily

but i know being swallowed never means the end

cause at the end there is a new beginning this is my new beginning

i never ever thought one could feel served and still serve a purpose

i never ever thought i could be hurt and then become weightless

i never ever wanted anything but to feel as if i could create this

i've never ever wanted to be more than myself

but i can't help feeling as if i've become somebody else

so stubborn i never believed that i could be heard with a shut mouth

i now know that we're all temporary

i now know that this could all end momentarily

but i know being swallowed never means the end

cause at the end there is a new beginning

and i know it seems so far away

but trust me now it's worth the wait

i never ever thought my old self could be consumed

and now thats it's gone i'm feeling less confused

and now i have more to lose

i now know that we're all temporary

i now know that this could all end momentarily

but i know being swallowed never means the end

cause at the end there is a new beginning

this is my new beginning

this is our new beginning