Contemptress

In darkness, you're all around me

I know our future, I feel your body

What if I told you that I planned this?

What if I want to lose control?

What if I take the blame and become the drug

And dissolve as you swallow?

Covered in your silhouette

Elated for your bitter end

Don't hide the shame from our lips

Glowing in amber, burn in sin

Against the wall we fall from grace

The pain we love is taking shape

A burning lust to touch the flame

Over and over again

We've played this role a thousand times

The same old script, just different lies

You disappear without a trace

Concealing the crimes on your face

Beneath all the pleasure, all you are is pain

And you deserve every second of your suffering

But yet I can't stop, crawling to your doorstep

Every time you beckon

I'm self destructing, trust in nothing

Save me

You burn like a cigarette

I took my time to suck you in

So take me out of my head

And spread your ashes on my skin

Against the wall we fall from grace

The pain we love is taking shape

A burning lust to touch the flame

Over and over again

We play this role a thousand times

The same old script, just different lies

You disappear without a trace

Concealing the crimes on your face

Fall

Your skin like winter, I felt you shiver

I heard you whisper but the pills were quicker

I watched you wither, I am the killer

Against the wall we fall from grace

The pain we love is taking shape

A burning lust to touch the flame

Over and over again

We beg like dirt and flesh disarms

We built it up, to fall apart

Even the honesty was fake

Concealing the crimes on your face