The Coffin Of Lost Innocence

False innocence in the eyes of a sad child, grief of a lost soul in a grey vast world

You and I dig the same hole, this is a man's world, this is a dead world

The chrisalyd woke me from its autist catalepsy

And the somber butterfly burnt his wings at the so called divine daylight

And thus became a foul fly laying its eggs

Over human decay as a revenge on God's creation

I awake and I see the devil's face telling me to zip down the pure one

To pull the trigger, to abuse you to liberate my wrath, to let him coming out from me

Touch the scars on my naked body

Let it be done before my skin turns cold turkey

I disgust myself, you think it's just a game

You'll sleep before you realize I abused your innocence

Lost youth memories come back to the surface

Endless pit of melancholy which soil my eyes and face

A dirty plastic giraffe, not stained with piss and crass

I thought i'd never have to hate what I am now

Each time i remind of lost purity

A poisonous torpidity cuts my sleep

The past is dead and will never live again

No prostethic can replace what's lost and gone

I'm coming inside your purity

As soon as it's done bitterness invades me

Cum is bile, desire is a lie

You can't understand why I try to die

A small death that hurt

I'm cold and afraid

Deserts of solitude and guilty thoughts

Screw my head and terrify me

Everything is turning from pink to grey

Descent to reality

Alone in my head, alone in my flesh

Until the day I'll definitely be alone in a hole

Each minute seems to last a year and each day is the same as the one before

You'll never grow up and reach humanhood, you know

There is no use to become like Them

To live their life of bitterness tears and abuse

I've tried and failed, just see

What I did of me

They'll do to you

The mask of death was wearing your face

Downfallen and skinny

You seem so small in your coffin

Look at my eyes

They bleed

What is their so called of God?

That erase my friends, that destroy my dreams?

What have you done for me?

Why don't you just kill me?

You can be proud of you bitch

One of the strings that keep me sane have been slashed once again

You're not buried as i stay

Standing in my desert

Forget the holy ground

Their God was for the living ones I am not they just can't see something died within me

Never ask why

We're the orphans of God

Another father will take us all

Just give your soul for the change this fucking soul

Abandon your life to him

Never mourn the human world, never look back for what we've done

For all the ones left behind, take his hand and shut your eyes