spit it out

I thought I could handle it

And keep you in the dark

At least until I found the words

To make sense of the scars

I swore it was my war to fight

Now I'm scared that we're both gonna bear the marks

Too late now

There's no way to choke it down

I've gotta spit it out

I whisper 'Do you trust me still?'

And that hits you like a brick '

Cause I've never had to ask before

And now for the first time you're

Unsure of it

Too late now

There's no way to choke it down I've gotta

Spit it out right now

I'm afraid to make a sound

I've gotta spit it out (Spit it out)

I was ashamed

Maybe it was pride (Spit it out)

They say it differently staring on

From both sides

I kept you out and I held it in (Spit it out)

I grew helpless in the silence and I'm sick of it

Too late now

There's no way to choke it down

I've gotta spit it out

Right now It might never be the same

We may break under the weight

There's no other way

Spit it out