Save For A Pocket Of Warmth

I had a feeling than lost it a sense of meaning exhausted

My eyes are tired from trying to find an answer anywhere

And I keep caring less and less

And I keep thinking less and less

About the future and purpose

Reason is

I am frequently alone

I am frequently passing by

All the places I visit

Always wondering why

There's no light on in your room

There's no place to feel warm

And all these cold walls only cause me harm

It's only freezing and it is painful

It's only freezing

I just want to have comfort in the things that I do

I just want to know more of me and you

I just want to see the end and where everything goes

Will I ever find out does anybody know?

I keep losing faith in everything

I keep dreaming of a place I'd much rather be

And when the sunsets all I fear is regret

So I am cautious to make any decisions

I take careful steps in and around the house

Where everything stays quiet nothing moves

And I look out the window

Hoping for a sign to change my mind

I'm so full of doubt these days