Trouble shifting

Her mother died when she was born

A burden she couldn't cope with

Raped and beaten by her dad

At the age of ten

She never met with girls or boys

She never had one friend

Always cleaning up the place

Never played with toys

Then she met this guy who told her that

Her problems were over

She took just one shot and like in her dreams it happened

Her problems were finally gone

Now she gives her body to the one who pays

It doesn't matter if they're wrong or right

She can't afford the time and dime for an own place

Every night out in the streets without friends (without fright)

They were married far too young their child was undesirable

But raised in a Christian way

An abortion was unable

So the child was the one to blame

The bringer of their misery

Punished him for their mistake

But it didn't set them free

Then they took some drinks to wash out their guilt

To lose their problems

But they didn't stop went on and on till it happened

They don't car what tomorrow brings

Now they wander through the parks and the streets

They don't care if they get something to eat

Now there's only one things on their warped mind

Always looking through refuse bags how much booze can they find

A sense of shame in my brain

But if I quit I'll stir up the pain

I don't know if I'm wrong and I don't know if I'm right

Maybe I'm wrong but I don't dare to fight

Body is weak head is empty

I'm not really trying to break free

Admission Medication Isolation Indecision

Addiction Toxication Hallucination Continue

Until I die