Secrets

Dappy turn my mike up

Today is the day that I'm gonna tell

Just a little 'bout myself

All of these haters they don't understand me

They can't touch the pain I felt

I wish I could show them all of my secrets

And they might see through me

But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness

I can let 'em tear through me

Mummy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them

Won't stop they just add to her pain

Daddy it's okay, I still love you

Because you show me love in every way

Mummy I'm sorry for not always caring

I got so lost when you weren't around

Since I was a young girl I kept us related

I don't trust so I won't get let down

So who could be behind my smile

I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand

T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything

We'll advise you in every way

One more thing, for those who don't know we is family

We've known each other since we were babies

So I guess it's just another one of them days

I got bills to pay, studez to rent

Girl problems plus an album due within nine days

Stress to the brain, mumsie's going through so much pain

Every time I get paid money to Elaine

One more and you'll open you eyes to a blacked out range

Gunshots, knife attacks

Seems like I'm living in a life of attacks

Government bills, dogdgy deals

Leads to another life, crime on wheels

I'm so broke that it's no joke

Surrounded by addicts who be on coke

If I really wanted to I make money off them

Block in the morning on the move by ten

I write them hits in my head

Don't need no time for paper and pen

I sell my demos in boxes of ten

Won't stop me unless you're a dirty bill

It's like yesterday

Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie

Were the bester days can you relate

Young black boys from council estates

Rolling around the ends twenty man strong

Pour some Hennessey for every man gone

I know I ain't sent no letters but still

Free hash, free deal, I'm not for much longer

Ever since I was a young and I found it hard to find my way

Thats why I don't trust, so I won't get let down

So who could be behind my smile

I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand

T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything

We'll advise you in every way

One more thing, for those who don't know we is family

We've known each other since we were babies

Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more

To appreciating every breath I take

If it wasn't for the music I probably won't be here

That's why I pray to God every day

Dreaming of days when I could just fly away

I'm trying to stay strong but after today I'm feeling down

So who could be behind my smile

I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand