Surviving

I am home

From my past

leave my throne

How would I go on

I have found

My own way

To survive

This devastating game

Time will guide

Days will come

How could I

Be doing nothing wrong

And I'll be trying every day

Be looking for the words to say

I only want to know for sure

If I am able to adore

The reason going through all this

That there'd be still a world to miss

And I the final moment

To see this is true

Time to leave

Memories pass

I won't need

No one to say goodbye

When I change

Who will tell

What has been

And what is going on

I hope to find

Reasons for

The Me right now

And the one I was before

So I kept trying every day

Believed I found the words to say

But still had no one to assure

That things were better than before

All reasoning would cease with this

Why I would keep on seeking bliss

Until the final moment

Believed this was true