Still Alone

I'm a vault, keep it closed

Hide the pain so nobody knows

Smilin' and showin' my teeth

But I'm just deep in the misery

Suck it up, let it go

It'll pass, they'll never know

Trying to rehearse the lies

I've been tellin' myself for this whole time

Like: You don't really feel this way

This is just a passing phase

So many choices made

So I wouldn't be alone

Still alone, I'm still alone

In a crowd, I'm still alone

Maybe what's done is done

And even if I get out this one

I'm still alone, I'm still alone

Here I am, I'm still alone

Ooh, gets lonely, that's how the story goes

Ooh, gets lonely

Ooh

I don't care, I've had enough

Maybe the brave thing is givin' up

I always stay too long

'Cause I never learned how to move on

I won't pretend that this is right

To live a life in a lie

Tryin' to please the crowd

But I'm lettin' myself down

No, I don't have to live this way

I just need some bravery to say what I gotta say

I made the choice I made (I made the choice I made)

So I wouldn't be alone (so I wouldn't be alone)

Still alone, I'm still alone

It didn't work, I'm still alone (still alone)

Maybe what's done is done

And even if I get out this one

I'm still alone, I'm still alone (still alone)

Here I am, I'm still alone (oh, ooh)

So many choices made

So I wouldn't be alone

Still alone, I'm still alone

That's what I get, I'm still alone (still alone)

Maybe what's done is done

But if I get out this one

Stand alone, I'm stand alone

I'll pay the price to stand alone

I'm not lonely, this is how the story goes

I'm not lonely, oh, ooh

I'm not lonely, I might be alone

I'm not lonely, but I'm not lonely, I'm not afraid of lonely

I'm not lonely, I'm no longer afraid of me

I'm not lonely, no, I'm not afraid of lonely

I'm not lonely, I'm no longer afraid of me

I'm not lonely, oh

I'm choosing myself