Drunk By Myself

Uhh,Uhh, Where am I going?

Where am I? Yo, it's ill

(Verse 1)

Yo my wife's tired of fucking me

Life tries ducking me

Luckily I find 'em just at the right time

Mack in my right arm, Tequila bottle in

My left arm like Cristian

Watching my life go, keeping myself in

Wolves in the night yo, hells men

Two revolvers I can let twelve spin

Hop in my Benz, push it to the limit

Buck-sixty, who wit' me? My (?) to well

Twisted blunts and inner conscience

Telling me that I aint shit

No matter how much cash I sit with

Still gotta ask the lord for forgiveness

My precious baby girl came like forty nights of rain

To replenish my adolescent brain

Blessed be her name, before her birth I was insane

So I drive the cooler pressure down, delay the pain

I ate from these poisonous, fucked up streets

Tasted larceny, it was sweet, I starved for more to eat

Though I took, that was to live, hope God will forgive

As odd as it is, the more I gain the harder it is

To maintain, bitches playin' games

Niggas snitchin', I aint saying names

But y'all niggas better watch how y'all slang

Lost so many close niggas, drunk almost crashed

I'm going too fast, highway patrol will just flash

Lights in my rearview, if they stop me I hope they lock me

Instead they speed ahead

Yo nigga watch me

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I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat

I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef

I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to

Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to

Steering wheel in my hand

Trying to hold it steady

Anything in my way is dead

Cause that's the way I feel, I am already

When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone

Drunk by myself

(Verse 2)

Heard niggas hate me, but I hated too once

Been in the shoes of a Wolf in the night when he hunts

For every shell niggas bust, we bust at ourselves

Can't tell them niggas nothing though, bullets wak'em up well

Take them to hell

Stick up niggas once ran up on me

My deckited lifestyle attracted sharks on me

I aint your mark homey

It's hard to look straight, my foot on the brake

Spilling my bottle not even shook of the Jakes

Could hardly look both ways, put out the hayes blurry vision

Think about the time in my life before I was in televison

Hella women, jealous niggas up in my vision

Since we all hood niggas expect kilos

For what they not seeing is police expect Rico

Only if I could take care of everybody, intoxicated

Windows up blastin A.C. going wherever instinct takes me

I hate it when I'm like this

The bottle's my accomplice

Chorus: 1x

(Verse 3)

The reason that I want to be alone

Tired of all the things that went wrong

That would have went right if I would have did it on my own

Take another swigg

The more I drink, the more I think bad thoughts

Fake friends who hung around who wanna bring you down

Not knowing who to trust, runors about niggas coming through

Supposedly to shoot at us, not knowing what was true

Or what to believe, that's why I'm on the low lately

Choosing a Henny bottle over a friend, lost again

To keep my mind off that weak shit

There's love through it all, things to live for

I swerve, almost crash into a wall

Think about the good, find myself laughing

Turn the cell off, no way to be reached

Know I'm near my crib, trying to see my way through the streets

Reminded of the positive, I take my drunk ass home

Start feeling out of it, can't wait to get out of this whip

Bring my ass to the crib

I'm tired...

Chorus: 1x