She Done Died

She sucks in salty water

And sniffles down her hurt

And guzzles on the disassociation

In her thinning blood

We drank wine for breakfast

Sitting by side in our dressing gowns

And waited for the sundown

To embrace the blue lit town

She became my black leech

Sucking all my energy

She stole all my money

And hundreds of pounds of the youth in me

And with red lips, that sucked many other dicks

She got 24 years of pseudonyms

Resting on every one of her limbs

And I loved her once but she died

Loved her once but she done died

Sitting in her cartoon shell

She gave me 6 months on a page to tell, I

She got 18 months to save her soul

18 years and no parole

For pissin' on her doorstep

Honey get me out of this please' she said

Before I, scrutinise your friends

And make you sleep in my bed and

Fuck your mind instead, 'cause

I'm mentally distressed and

A sociopathic mess

I'm chuggin' these little brown cigarettes

You are my best friend

But I'll hate you if you have your own mind

I'll cut out your heart

And eat it with your pride'

I loved her once but she died

I loved her once but she done died

Oh, she done died, yes, she done died

She rains down like a shit storm

Of self obsessive charm and

Narcissistic mirrors on a self inflicted sinner

She loved me when I was a sparrow's feather

I was soft and low and weak

Now she become the devil's meek

With a naive flock of sheep to freak

She got a rotten shell of crystal chic

She got articulate tongues to speak

So split like a python snakes'

Giving me the shakes

Well I, I can't help but

Grieve for her, she made

The bed in which she lies

I loved her once but she died

I loved her once but she done died

Oh, she done died

Yes, she done died in me