The Girl Is Trying

Now that i've started to feel

A bit less scared

Doubts have regained their wings and their bruises as well

Keep talking baby

Though i'm busy strangling the three headed monsters of noise

I must admit that i still cannot cease to protect

And to nourrish them all

Now that i've learned to just hug and not ask

I am missing to fall down the hole

Fear pays a visit just once a week

And i'm rushing to open the door

I'll learn to love to be fine

I'll try to avoid my childish thirst to cry

I promise i won't be scared of a pale night

And i won't wake you up if i am

You'll see i'll try all my best

To just rest and be nice

But they'll come and they'll ask

And they'll seek and they'll grasp

And they'll dig into all of my fears and they'll

Take me with them

'cause they know how i love

To be choke by myself

And myself is just hungry to sweat

And be swept