Lonely Life

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Why don't u feel the way I... want u to?

I always thought that you would be so true baby

Now everytime I look into your eyes

Me minus u is such a lonely life

Do u miss me like I miss u?

Remember when I promised u the world

Forever your man forever my girl

Mama always told me that there'd be days like this

When I would reminisce on them games I used to play

So I got what was givin... she left me

My only reason for livin

A year ago I was floatin on a daydream

Down just to love me

Stuck on Blackstreet

SIck for a fix for your candy-coated lipstick (oooh oooh oooh)

Bubblegum kisses that were blowin in the wind and never end

To infinity I gave love

In our reality it was me and you against the world

All odds against us

Betray and started playin silly little mind games

Half-filled hugs and kisses

Speech fulla broken truth

And all I have to say to you is simply this... you lied to me baby

Why'd you have to lie to me?

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I'm sittin in the dark thinkin how I loved you

Como te quiero... what I wouldn't do for you

And memories of those days... abrazos, besos... hugs and kisses

Many people never meet that one

And if you leave I'll be another one

Otra person dying inside, havin no pride

Please tell me why in the middle of the night takin all my dreams... todos mis suenos... everything I need

So watch a grown man cry... cuz this is what it sounds like... when a soul dies

I dedicate this song to you... uh-uh... I dedicate my life to you

Cuz there's nothin in this world I need more

Than to be by your side forever more (uh)

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How can I live with myself?

Sometimes I wonder, reaching out, was my love not good enough?

It's so rough to figure out

Doubts of arguments, regrets so deep within in between now and then

It ended not to begin... why girl?

Nothin for what I was

Serenity of a youngster lovin everything but

Doing you wrong

So many nights of making love

Thankin my Lord above for your passionate touch, passion is such

But too much was more to deal with

I took your love for granted and didn't feel it

But still, it's all mine for messin up

Sometimes it's kinda hard to keep a line of solid trust

And quiet lust, not knowing quite enough to be the purpose of being in it for us girl

And so to say, we play to get played

And deal with the day to day... but I'm sorry

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