All These Thoughts

All these thoughts keep me up at night

What am I doing did I do it right

All these thoughts keep me up at night

I can’t think straight need the light

I need to breathe

Get me up and out of these sheets

On to my feet

Another cup of coffee in me

That’s what I need

My eyes puffy I can‘t see

I’m too tired to function

But too lost to sleep, ay

I think I need to be on something medication

I think I need to figure out this segregation

I think I needed just a better education

To understand a world that’s so complicated

Intoxicated every night faded

Just so I can sleep thinking that it’s aiding

I feel hated

I feel hatred

I’m lost deep in my mind that I’ve created

I have dreams where my life is devastated

Feels so real that I wake up shaken

Need thicker skin 'cause this life is no haven

Nod your head, if you get what I’m saying

All these thoughts keep me up at night

What am I doing did I do it right

All these thoughts keep me up at night

I can’t think straight need the light

I don’t really think I understand this world no

Got my head spinning round in a circle

Everybody lacks what they need internal

So they compensate with everything external

Not trying to throw shade

No way

I’m just trying to find the meaning of life hey

There’s happiness if you try to live the right way

Forget about what others have and life your life hey

Be aware of who you are what your good at

Take a step forward see where your foots at

Stand tall stand proud

Talk loud

Every word out your mouth has purpose now

You just gotta get rid of the bad thoughts

Hating others 'cause you know that they got a lot

Forget that tho, you got plenty

Your alive in this life, you got time go get it

All these thoughts keep me up at night

What am I doing did I do it right

All these thoughts keep me up at night

I can’t think straight need the light