As You Fade Away

I know you told your friend you're not ok

And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way

I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away

But I've known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray

As you fade away, as you fade away

Yea I'm bout to fade away

'Cause every time I wake up I feel like it's Monday

Something's going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain

All the sudden I don't look at anything the same way

Got a build up of my thoughts sitting in an ash tray

I'm sorry that I'm so inconvenient ok

Just let me be me and I'll stay out of your way

I can see the way you look at me, I'm such a disgrace

I never really asked to be brought into this place

You wanna love me well then baby have a taste

All the highs and the lows, no you'll never be the same

I don't really want to hurt you, but I can't control the pain

If you're sticking by my side maybe we can be ok

Ok, ok

Maybe you could be the change I need today

I promise that I've never felt this way

I really hope that you will chose to stay through all the pain

I know you told your friend you're not ok

And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way

I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away

But I've known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray

As you fade away, as you fade away

As you fade away, as you fade away

As you fade away, as you fade away

I think I need help

I'm going through hell

I fake like I'm fine, but I know you can tell

Like nothing I've felt

My mind overwhelms

I think that I'm broken, but I hope you can help

I know I'm not perfect

But some days I feel far more worthless

Baby you make me feel nervous

If I still have you I have purpose, it's all worth it

I know you told your friend you're not ok

And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way

I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away

But I've known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray

As you fade away, as you fade away

As you fade away, as you fade away

I know you told your friend you're not ok

And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way

I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away

But I've known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray