Nightmare

Every day that I wake up

I wake up in a nightmare

Every day that I wake up

I can never see quite clear

When I look at my surroundings

And everybody still doubts me

I wanna live to hear a crowd sing

All my lyrics so loudly

I miss a time when we would all get together

I guess it’s fine but I really wish that we were better

Real talk sippin drinks without all the pressure

Now everybody needs to think about posting whatever

When people ask how I’m doing ive never been better

That’s really not a conversation I’m willing to enter

How come we all continue forcing out all of this pressure

I’m just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures

I need my space now

So I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare

So I can be something

I do what I love

And hope you will love me

I face this nightmare

No I am not running

And I’m scared of being rich

But I’m scared of being poor

I’m scared of being lonely

But I’m scared of being bored

Sometimes I get really angry

And I don’t know why

Sometimes I really do hate me

Can’t even pick my own side

What is even going on

Why the hell do I even write songs

What the hell am I doing here man

I guess don’t understand a thing damn

But maybe ignorance is bliss

I’d rather lay in the abyss

Then be aware of what I missed

Especially if I quit

They say that hell is your last day

When you see what you could’ve became

That day would drive me insane

So I intend on staying my lane

I picked a path and I picked the pain

I want it bad that won’t ever change

Sometimes I’m mad sometimes I’m ok

I know I’ll have what I want someday

I need my space now

So I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare

So I can be something

I do what I love

And hope you will love me

I face this nightmare

No I am not running

And it’s hard to be ok

When everything has changed

Yea it’s hard to be ok

When I can see everything

The best part of everyone’s day

Is on my iphone on display

No matter what I do can’t get away

This isn’t healthy I don’t feel the same

Yo and destiny is a weird thing

Cuz it’s easier to believe

That everything is out of your hands

It’s part of a plan

So there ain’t no need to worry

Don’t let your vision be blurry

Lock in to your journey

And you can start real early

You can be 13 or you could be 30

But it’s your life to live

So what you got to give

You better get after it

Don’t you dare quit

Don’t you dare kid

You got dreams

Then your like me

So try like me

So fight like me

Take a hold of your life and thrive like me

So you can put the nightmares to sleep like me