Lessons Of Life

In the loneliness of youth

there were these doors in my mind

so black and so closed

I longed for setting free what was deep inside

but my fear closed these doors

and the pains were too cold

During the depression of my pathetic youth

when all these doors got opened

The fear was still there

the pain was still cold

but I felt these drops

of bitter blood from cold steel

Pain - my inner passion

My last dreams drifted away

to destroy my hopes

to open me truth

to reveal me dark reality

After my illusion of hope

After my innocence of youth

I accept that life got nothing

here is nothing left to feel

Reflected are all my fears

Liberated are all my pains

Life is a sarcastic way

with a tragedy for every day