Astray (The Journey Chapter I)

As a walked through the forest

Memories start returning to me

And I see no deliverance

Or salvation

The wind that blows in my eyes

Freezing the blood inside my veins

Cutting through my skin

Freezing my soul

Lost in darkness by my self

Alone on the road of my pains

Feeling remorse for everything

Dying inside losing my sanity

No one around can hear me

I am alone in my misery

I lay here between the ghost

Of my shredded memories

Eyeless faces is all I see

They keep moving around me

They are the ghosts of my life

Creeping around to torment me

Why must I suffer and feel this pain?

And from the dark

I can hear a voice

Calling my name

And the voice I shall seek

And see what does she want from me

A voice so sweet in a nightmare

I know that she won't hurt me

But the question is

Will there will be a hope for me?

Trembling deep in the dream

To her voice I ran

Then a thunder stroked sky

Every thing turned black

Now I know there's no hope

No way out for me

I scream in my pain

Seeking the light but the light is not there

No lord to answer my calls no one to help me

And the voice stopped calling me

This my life as always

I see a way out then I realize its just another pit

From now I'll embrace the pain

Embrace the suffering for it will lead to something new

Something creative

Another way to move along

Above the clouds lays my path

Towards the light towards the dark

It’s the same

I feel no shame no regret no remorse