Diaries From Rehab

Its alright. Its okay

End of the day, when theres no one to play

When youre high on your own.

With the mist thats left around you

And theres people who have found you

But you wanna be left alone,

And youre shouting:

Why wont you take me away?

Leave me in this purple haze.

I havent found the dragon yet, Im really close. We havent met

Im chasing dreams I will not get

End of the day another liquid escape

But your glass is never full.

So okay youre feeling sober passing out on the sofa,

It seems youre always looking for more.

So why cant I score?

I need a little bit more

I cant sleep at night you see

Theres something really wrong with me

I think its cos my lifes a chore

Time is stopping

These pills Im popping

My bodys rocking

I need to get away

Pulse is racing

My bodys shaking

Its a mistake

And Im starting to decay

End of the day another herbal escape

And your eyes are red and raw.

So okay your feeling down

And theres no one here around

To say youre not allowed any more

And I said:

So pass me that pill

Im gonna put it down my neck

I know this is something

That Im gonna regret

I cant live my life like this

Im always drunk, Im never missed.

Rehab dont help no more

Ooooh

Aghhh

Agghhh (Laughs)

Time is stopping

These pills Im popping

My bodys rocking

I need to get away

Pulse is racing

My bodys shaking

Its a mistake

And Im starting to decay

But no-one

Said it would be this way

They believed in me

But in the end:

I smoke it every day

I smoke my life away