Everything In My Mind

I’m staring at my scattered thoughts

And falling way too far in my head

My head, into my head, my head

It feels like I’ve

Got no direction, gotta find there remedy

Is my mind broken cos I can’t start something new?

Everyone’s counting on me

But my mind’s broken and I’m left sorting it through

Is this how I’m designed?

I've tried, it’s so fitting that this happens at the worst time

I start overthinking everything in my mind

And I don’t know how to fake it if don’t feel anything

It’s been like this for a while now

I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown

And wish that I was anybody else but me now

Cause what I’m focusing on is blurring the lines

Losing my confidence

Feeling like I don’t deserve

no acknowledgement

Breaking my promises

I’m being honest

The future is ominous

I wish I was better at

Solving a problem

Instead of just starting em

I’m giving it everything

Giving it all

Just to give it away

Is my mind broken cos I can’t start something new?

Everyone’s counting on me

But my mind’s broken and I’m left sorting it through

Is this how I’m designed?

I’m highly conflicted my mind got me feeling like I’m just a copy

Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking

I’m thinking I need a new hobby

Like what is the point if I have no direction

A lot on my plate and I’m feeling the tension

Mentally drained cause I’m over obsessing

On letting em down I hate the rejection

Don’t know what I want now

I hate the rejection

But I ain’t 'bout stopping

My mental is lethal

My thoughts can be toxic

I’m about to break down

This life got thinking 'bout loving the pain

I think that I’m broken I’m going insane

Is my mind broken cos I can’t start something new?

Everyone’s counting on me

But my mind’s broken and I’m left sorting it through

Is this how I’m designed?