Opium

All alone in the night

Rain is pouring down

I can tell when it's not right

I'm going down

The ghosts from my past come to haunt again

I feel it returning

Opium fills my head again

The rage in my heart tells what’s to come

Can you hear it? It's playing

The sound of the tragedy announced

I close my eyes and all I see is blood

I close my eyes, everything is red

I get attached by the feeling

The future is pain

I close my eyes and it starts again

I closed my eyes, and the pictures came

Spiral of distracting thoughts

Cuts in vain

Im standing on my toes

Almost falling in this abyss of pills and pain

It gets faster, I've lost control

Need a dose to make it slow again

I close my eyes and all I see is blood

I close my eyes, everything is red

I get attached by the feeling

The future is pain

I close my eyes and it starts again

I closed my eyes, and the pictures came

Memories of times long gone are driving me insane

Rain outside

Storm inside

My forces drained

With this pills I've lost my brain

The pain comes

With dark thoughts

All spins around

I think im going insane

Now I'm laying on the floor

I have no strength to get up again

All my forces seems to be drained

I can't stand on my feet anymore and

Opium is flying throught my head once again

Just to kill the pain

It starts again

Obsessive thoughts invade my head again

Here comes the feeling again

As thunder echoing it explodes in my brain

I need the opium again

I don’t know how to slow down, it seems to get faster

It's just to kill the pain

Appealing to drastic and painful measures in vain