Hate Myself

I don't see you like I should

You look so misunderstood

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

Pray to God with my arms open

If this is it, then I feel hopeless

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights are the worst for me

They bring out the worst in me

Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think

If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me

All the core beliefs

And every morning I wake up and feel like I am not worth it

'Cause I'm at war with peace

I go to hell, walk up to the corpse of me

Look at the body like: You ain't nothing but poor and weak

It's kinda weird

Lately I been feeling like the only way for me to get away

Is if I poured a drink

That's more deceit, more defeat

Is this really what I'm born to be?

That's what you get for thinking you're unique

So poor, but I'm so wealthy

Need help, but you can't help me

What else can the world sell me?

Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're going outta stock

But it's not healthy

I don't see you like I should

You look so misunderstood

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

Pray to God with my arms open

If this is it, then I feel hopeless

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights get the best of me

They know how to get to me

Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me

But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief

So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful

What is success when hope has left you?

I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record

I'm sick of doing interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!

Come across like it's so easy

But I feel like you don't need me

When I feel like you don't need me

Then I feel like you don't see me

And my life has no meaning, dreaming

Hands out, tryna ask for love

But when I get it, I just pass it up

Throw it away and think about it later

Digging through the trash for drugs

Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't

I'm scared because

I don't see you like I should

You look so misunderstood

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

Pray to God with my arms open

If this is it, then I feel hopeless

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

I walk through the ashes of my passions

Reminiscing with the baggage in my casket

Get lost in the questions I can't answer

Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter

We scream to be free, but I stay captured

Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions

Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking

Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it

But I can't have it

Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it

But I can't have it

Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it

I don't see you like I should

You look so misunderstood

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

Pray to God with my arms open

If this is it, then I feel hopeless

And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

Hate myself

But it's hard when I hate myself

Hate myself

But it's hard when I hate myself

When I hate myself

It's kinda hard when I hate myself

I hate myself

It's hard when I hate myself