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Yeah, holding back

Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (yeah)

Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address

I feel more together when I am a mess (whoa)

That's for moments that just came and went

Made amends with you, then you overstepped

That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect

Stop with all the threats

Like the more I get know you, I just know you less (yeah)

'Nother city I don't know well

Feeling too much like my old self

Backsliding, backsliding

Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill

Too much time alone is when it gets real (ah)

Future doesn't pop up, then the past will

Outside, that's the rear view

Now I'm going downhill (yeah)

Don't know who I'm close with

Going through the motions

Don't know who to trust when I (yeah)

I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it

Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?

All these things I hold inside I just can't forget

Thought that I could let this go

But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah

Like this (like this)

I ain't know that it would be like this

Yeah, like this

I ain't know that it would be like this

Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with

I know that you got a thousand reasons

You prolly wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah

I don't hear a thing when you yell

Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah

Got me standing here with no choice

I see they tryna gas, they got me all wrong

Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm

But I can't deal (can't deal)

Feeling too much like my old self

Backsliding, backsliding

I just let the phone ring

We ain't even close, please

Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (ayy, yeah)

Lot of issues that you don't see

Texts that I just won't read

Play it off, it cuts deep though

When I don't know who I'm close with

Going through the motions

Don't know who to trust when I (yeah)

I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it

Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (yeah)

All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (nah)

Thought that I could let this go (yeah)

But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (woo, yeah)

Like this (ayy)

I ain't know that it would be like this

(I ain't know that it would be like this, woo)

Yeah, like this (like this)

I ain't know that it would be like this (like this), yeah (yeah)

Like this (like this)

I ain't know that it would be like this

Yeah, like this (like this)

I ain't know that it would be like this