Your Grace

Yeah sometimes

I feel like

(Feeling like I lost my mind)

Always close

But I never been to you

And then the next moment

It's like I'm running from you

And I'm sorry

My hearts supposed to be

But sometimes that's all I have

Forgive me

I feel lost in my mind

Yes, another pain in my head

I feel so broken inside

With memories I'm trying to forget

I don't feel like I used to

Matter of fact not even close

I don't feel right

Yet I choose to

To go to a place I don't know

Maybe I'm crazy

Maybe I'm not

I feel like I'm out of control

And God I need you

Right now

I never should've let you go

Now I'm just so out of control

And now I don't know who I am

This was never my plan

This is the way I was supposed to be

I took it out of your hands

I took a chance

But how am it supposed to see

When I'm blinded

When I'm broken

Looking for a way to escape

I can't find it

But then I'm reminded of your grace

Of your grace

I thought I was fine

I guess not

If I was I wouldn't feel this way

If I was okay

And I was so perfect

Then why do I feel so ashamed

And I'm no liar in my head

Screaming I don't need any help

I say I'm trying yet in the air

I'm only telling lies to myself

I say I want answers

Complaining

I'm just looking for truth

And yes I got problems

Which I got 'em

I seem like I blame on you

It's like I don't know what to do

And now I don't know who I am

This was never my plan

This is the way it was supposed to be

I took it out of your hands

I took a chance

But how am I supposed to see

When I'm blinded

When I'm broken

Looking for a way to escape

I can't find it

But then I'm reminded of your grace

Of your grace

Lord forgive me

I feel so cold

Living in the wrong

Yeah here I go

I don't want to cry

I don't want to show all the emotion

I got froze

I don't know how say this

Easy

But can I can I man me

I don't see me

I don't see the things I used to know

Swore to myself

Never let you go

Here I go

Pain again

Here I go

Plan retain

Acting like I'm fine

When in my mind I'm just breaking

Looking for a reason

Wonder why I'm breathing

Why did my momma had to die

Lord Jesus

I don't understand this

I ain't never planned it

My plan did never involved

We feeling trashed it

I feel like I keep falling down

Lord, please help me up

I've had enough

And now I don't know who I am

This was never my plan

This is the way it was supposed to be

I took it out of your hands

I took a chance

But how am I supposed to see

When I'm blinded

When I'm broken

Looking for a way to escape

I can't find it

But then I'm reminded of your grace

Of your grace