Comfort

I've been searching for her in hotel rooms, looking for love where I left her

Something to tether my heart to, but I let go when I get it

Last time I left the door open, they messed up the clothes in my suitcase

I keep running back to that moment, I should let go and I'll get it

I need comfort but I hate being comfortable

I wonder why I hate getting what I want

It's torture but I can't seem to shake it off

(Shake it off, shake it off)

If I could retrace my footsteps to see where I lost my direction

Then maybe we'd never look back 'cause you push and I pull back

And you know I wish I could change but if I don't blame the past, I'll break this anyway (Ah)

'Cause if I could retrace my footsteps, it'd be me and I know that

I need comfort but I hate being comfortable

I wonder why I hate getting what I want

It's torture but I can't seem to shake it off

It's all in my head, I fuck up again and again

I need comfort but I hate being satisfied

Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time

Come close but not close enough to change my mind

It's all in my head and I know I'll do it again

Wanna stay, wanna run, wanna disappear

I keep biting my tongue just to keep you here

Made you wait for someone I could never be

And it's killing me

Wanna stay (wanna stay, wanna stay), wanna run, wanna disappear

I keep biting (I keep biting, I keep biting) my tongue just to keep you here

Made you wait (Made you wait, made you wait) for someone I could never be, whoa

I need comfort but I hate being comfortable

I wonder why I hate getting what I want

It's torture but I can't seem to shake it off, yeah (shake it off)

Comfort but I hate being satisfied

Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time

Come close but not close enough to change my mind, change my mind, whoa