Visceral Reaction

This physical pain that I feel in my mind

That thing just isn't real

It rips trough my bones, and runs in my heart

I don't know why I feel

All that I know it's since the last time

Everything I was expecting

I couldn't get right what it's wrong in my mind

But I think it's just rejecting you

This feel that I feel, it's very much real

And I gladly accept it

But keep in mind too

I'm transitioning to a new life in my benefit

This pain in my chest and all of the rest

It feels like a lobotomy

It's all wrong, since my breathing through nose

To my nervous biting lip

Meanwhile in my heart, there's a viseral reaction

I wonder if it is about you

Breathe in, breath out, trying to fight this infection

Without letting the good parts loose

I wonder what if it has to do with me

What if I ain't ready to fulfill this dream

Imagine if all this agony, muscle spasms and allergies

Has been following me since pre school

Just waiting for the right moment to get me

Just waiting for the right moment to get me