Autobiography

This Is The Autobiography Of Nicki Maraj

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected my life reflected

Daddy was a crack fein, two in the morning had

Us running down the block like a track team

When you burnt the house down in my mother was in it

How could I forget it the, pain is infinite

She's my queen and I ain't even british

Shes the only reason that I went to school and I finished (Yeah)

She told me that I had talent

Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent (Okay)

She saw something in me that, 'til this day I don't know if I could be that

But I'm a die tryin' and when I'm done cryin'

Grab the iron and black out like I'm retiring

Nightmares of you killing my mother

The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers

And they should'a thrown a book at you

Cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected

Damn I wanna run to you

Hold you and kiss you and tell you how I miss you

Thought I would have a son for you

But now it's official it's over and I can't let you go

But I gotta let you know all the shit I did make me feel like I'm dyin real slow

Cause no one understands me they don't know what to do

When I'm hurt and when I'm angry

You was my friend and my man and my daddy

You was there when that bitch tried to stab me

Anything I ever needed knew you had me

Cause of you all them chicks couldn't stand me

So why I hurt you? That's the question

It took this long for me to learn my lesson

Cause now all I want is peace and get drama

I finally understand the true meaning of karma

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected

Please baby forgive me, mommy was young

Mommy was to busy tryna have fun now

I don't pat myself on the back for sending you back

Cause God knows I was better than that

To conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil

I'm trapped in my concience

I adhered to the nonsense listened to

People who told me I wasn't ready for you

But how the fuck would they know what I was ready to do

And of course it wasn't your fault

It's like I feel it in the air

I hear you sayin mommy don't cry can't you see I'm right here

I gotta let you know what you mean to me

When I'm sleeping I see you in my dreams with me

Wish I could touch your little face or just hold your little hand

If it's part of gods plan, maybe we can met again

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected