Civil War

I can’t take the pounding in my head

Of my existential dread

I know I do this to myself but

I can’t help that

I don’t make

A very good first impression

The world is bored of my depression

Tell me, are you bored of it too?

Of me too?

You see

I’m feeling so afraid

I’ve become someone I hate

‘Cause I can’t escape the pain

Of the war inside my brain

I know I just may be

The death of you and me

But I can’t escape the pain

Of the war inside my brain

We didn’t make it too far

We were driving in your car

When I started fantasizing

About dying

And I know

It seems so problematic

But I’m little melodramatic

Maybe I’m happiest when I’m sad

Is it bad?

You see

I’m feeling so afraid

I’ve become someone I hate

‘Cause I can’t escape the pain

Of the war inside my brain

I know I just may be

The death of you and me

But I can’t escape the pain

Of the war inside my brain

(Say it will be over soon)