Miss Wanna Die

Awake, I opened my eyes to see

A hospital, so white and clean

I was walking up to the roof, I think

I can’t recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me

You were there, I know

But couldn’t reach for me

That would fall down all the time

But stand and reach my hand, you'll see

Have you tried crossing over yet?

I wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

If I died, you would cry

And I don’t know why

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they’re never done

Not enough, not enough

When I forget you, I’m all alone

Without a place to go

But then play a mirror like a show

The past I use to know a dream

Till I see every part of me

Eyes are red following and

I wanna live, wanna live

Deep inside I’ve always been

Reaching out for a hand

So don’t let this be the end

Mushrooms growing on my head

Still remember even then

Where you are when I’m dead

I wanna die, wanna die

But don’t really wanna die

You were there, you would care

You know it really isn’t fair!

Every time I forgot

You remain inside my thoughts

Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die, wanna die!

But I still couldn’t die

With you by my side

Behind the days I spent alone, afraid

Now you’re here to stay

And the scars never fade

Memories that replay

Rewind, yet again to the pain

We felt on that day