And If I Say That You Died

Night full of ecstasy

I remember I was there

But my palms forgot

The softness of her skin

But my voice changed tone

I remember, I told her

Thousands of unnecessary words

I remember only the one

If I say that you died

Will you forgive me your tears?

As a punishment I am empty inside

I scream and bleed in my sleep

And I do not know where I left you

Because you wanted to find yourself?

Words meaning nothing

Many confessions, intimate ones

I found consolation in a secret

And though there were many words

I saw your other face - You laughed

I am tired of this waiting

I forgot all the nights we spent together

And if I say that you died

Will you forgive me my desire?

I wrote these last few words

Because I remember what I told you

And if I say that you died

Will you forgive me my desire?

And if I say that you died

Will you forgive me your tears?

I will never know the secret

I reconciled my life with the time

And when I am alone I laugh asking

For your favourite colour

And I already remember what I told you

I told you that you died