I Can't Make this Movie

I can't make this movie

Theres no way that I'll begin it

I can't bear to see the cameras roll

Problem is the subject

Theres no pleasant way to treat it

The problem is the author's lost control

How I wish it didn't have to be so

But we cut the losses-starting now

Strike the set and keep it for some sideshow

Tell the cast and crew that they can all go

Find another genius

I can't be one or become one

I can't even tell how i'd begin

Help me Luisa, Help me

Help me Mamma

Help me someone

Here's a place where I have never been

Guido out in space with no direction

Guido at a loss for what to say

Guido with no intervening actors

Guido at the mercy of detractors

Guido here alone with only Guido

Nothing holds together

Nothing makes a bit of sense now

Impossible to grasp or understand

How can I go on to watch the whole of my existence

End up being nothing that a plane

Have I lost myself and all I wished for

Has my life become a mindless game

Guido, I can't stand the name of Guido

Guido, for godsake who is this Guido?

Guido here, With no one else but

Guido...