Narcotic

When i push it pushes you away

I tried to learn i tried to earn the day

I've come to know that time is slow inside your mind

All my senses know is still sublime

And oh it's narcotic how i feel

But we're alive

And oh how i feel it blow me down

And it's sublime

And i fear time moves faster than you see

And you slow down our perfect night will be torn away

And i've learned this high not to define what closeness brings

As long as it's authentic when this stings

And oh it's narcotic how i feel

When we're alive

And oh how i feel it blow me down

With its surprise

And oh it's narcotic how i feel

And we're alive

And oh now i feel it blow me down

With its surprise

When things are good and understood

Why do i doubt

It was hard to choose to never lose

Now i live without

And a lifetime safe may never save our hearts with fire

And at the end of time we burn without desire

And oh it's narcotic how i feel

When we're alive

And oh how i feel it blow me down

When it's sublime

Who knew guess it's best to hold my own when something falls

And you despite all my caution here inside these walls

Inside these walls