Halo (Disappear Reappear)

Under my halo

I have trouble seeing clear

You held my hand tight

Waiting to watch me disappear

I wasn't honest

To tell you the truth

I wanted it all but I want you too

All of the lessons disappear

Still haven't learned to be comfortable here

Making my mind up

Making an effort is a start

It's easy to die here

Easier still just to fall apart

All the excuses, all the copouts

Take it like a man and shut your mouth

Yeah I could make it on my own

I watched my grandfather die alone

Now that I'm alone here

Feels so familiar; Feels so strange

Running in circles

Chasing the echoes of your name

When I try and tell you

You say I don't care

Goddamn it I do and don't you dare

Make me reason to get even for the flood of your tears

I watched you disappear

I was disappearing

You reappearing

I was disappearing

Disappearing