AFTER THERAPY

It's gonna be so out of time

Stranger in the room and I don't know what to say

And I don't know what to do but I'm lookin' for a change

So I'm tellin' him the truth and it's written on his face

Yeah, it's written on his face

Feelin' 22 and I'm already behind

And I'm talkin' like it's new but it's ten years on my mind

Not saying I'm doomed but I'm closer there than fine

Yeah, I'm closer there than fine

Spill my guts out anyway

Can't be worse than yesterday

Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy

I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety

Keep me talkin', I'll stop runnin' from the things I don't undеrstand

Take my money, at least I'll gеt a little clarity

About how fucked I am

Yeah, got my hopes up and I'm underwhelmed

(I'm underwhelmed)

And I'm dodging landmines, dropping bombshells

(Dodging bombshells)

I don't wanna be this way forever

Thinking we'll be spending more time together

Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy

I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety

Keep me talkin'

I'll stop runnin' from the things I don't understand

Take my money, at least I'll get a little clarity

About how fucked I am

Hey, I don't know what I'm allowed to say

I could try and paint me in a better place

I could open up but it's not today

Try and save face but then I'm to blame

Guess that I'm a little less fucked up but I'm broken

Guess I'm not as lost as I once was

'Cause the jump feels good but the falling sucks

Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy (therapy)

I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety (anxiety)

Keep me talkin'

I'll stop runnin' from the things I don't understand (oh-oh)

Take my money, at least I'll get a little clarity

About how fucked I am

Guess that I'm a little less fucked up but I'm broken