Trust

Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning

I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system

Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I've been feeling

I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it’s been a minute

Excuse my language, listen baby girl this is just how I've been feeling

Sorry I'm feeling attraction for you at this very minute

Cause I'm so lost, so lost, for your love; yeah

Said, I'm so lost, so lost, for some love; yeah

The walls of my mind trapped me inside this house

4 years of my life praising God just went out

The front door, what you tryna run for

Leaving with that blunt force

Might knock the teeth out my mouth

The heat of the south with a soul just like ice

Moving alone with a heart full of spite

Love my family way to much to just leave

Fucked my up my mind and the heart on my sleeve

Hating my life, every second I grieve

First 2012 and now 2016

First when I met you, never could forget you

Knew somethings up when I fucked up my speech

Protected your heart while the others just left

Opened your mind when I said something right

So I tried harder our friendship grew farther

When I could've been a father, you stood by my side

I gave you my heart and you gave the mud

Careless about pussy I wanted your love

Wanted your time, promoted your growth

When I called you mine bitch you cut open my throat

Took a whole year to get my self back afloat

Gave you my money and I gave you my clothes

Gave you my time and them all of my dreams

Played me like a pawn when I should've been a king

Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning

I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system

Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I've been feeling

I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it’s been a minute

Excuse my language, listen baby girl this is just how I've been feeling

Sorry I'm feeling attraction for you at this very minute

Cause I'm so lost, so lost, for your love; yeah

Said, I'm so lost, so lost, for some love; yeah

I like the way that your hair gets when its wet

Little things like that I try to forget

Romance is troubling, doubling stress

And at times like this I will count the regrets

Your face is the ocean where I'm lost at sea

My chest is now broken I struggle to breathe

Been months since we’ve spoken our daggers now sheathed

Pluck all the petals that line round our wreathe

And lately I been thinking bout’ all those times

We would stay up late and just try to find

Bodies we knew in the dead of the night

A hobby that grew because something weren’t right

And sometimes you struggle to settle to sleep

Something, it took us, unsettling sweep

We became jealous and jealousy reaps

They would all tell us our problems were weak

Trust is important, but I could not trust you

An issue that haunted me until I left you

Don’t cry girl, you’re leaving me deaf too

All of the reasons I had to undress you