Monsters

There's no monsters in the closet

That's what mother said

There's no boogie man or zombies underneath my bed

When there's scratches on the window

She said its only branches in the breeze

There's no freddie kruger, blair witch, there's no chucky doll

There just characters in movies

They're not real at all

Hows it possible my mother never realized

That monsters do exist

These nightmares aren't nightmares

And I cant reveal

The monster I see every night is very real

When I hear that demon voice

I stop breathing and I freeze

If I'm to stop the germ from spreading

I must kill the disease

Oh father in heaven please protect me

Hello kitten don't be scared its only daddy

I cant live through this again

I just came to tuck you in

But I just want to go to sleep

I pray to god my soul to keep

But don't you want to give a goodnight kiss to daddy

But don't you want to give a goodnight kiss to daddy

God give me strength

God take away my fears

If you re really out there

Send me a sign

This is the last time

I'll ever ask you for anything

This is the last time I will pretend that nothing is happening

Alone tell me that I'm not alone

Tell me my heart can be salvaged

Tell me my soul can be saved

My fault tell me this is not my fault

Tell me why do I deserve this life

My brushes

Some paint

I'll need my razor blades and a warm jacket

And I'm taking this gun

There's nothing in this world to justify him

If I am to survive I must deify him

I'm leaving this behind

I'll go so far away

Hell never find me

I know that I'mmaking that the last time