I Just Wanna Be in Love

People say they're in a spectrum

You either got feeling or you don't get on

There ain't no in between

People say that I am toxic

But it's more than that I promise

They should try be in me

And I know the falling in love ain't hard

But I could never handle those three small words

So I'm stuck in the cycle of falling apart

And if I open up then I broken up

And there's no way left to turn

I just wanna be in love

A small little wish of mine

I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on

So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine

I'm just wanna be with somebody

It's all I want it more

And know I don't really care, I don't really care

I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for

People try to write my own story

Swiping me of all my glory

Watch it all decay

People try to tell me that I'm nothing

The what's the point of loving

If it's gonna go to waste (but that's fine)

And I know the falling in love ain't hard (no, it ain't hard)

But I could never handle those three small words (I love you)

So I'm stuck in the cycle of falling apart (stuck in the cycle of fall)

And if I open up then I broken up and there's no way left to turn

I just wanna be in love (I just wanna be)

A small little wish of mine

I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on (shoulder to cry on)

So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine

I just wanna be with somebody

It's all I want it more (it's all that I want more)

And know I don't really care, I don't really care

I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for

Uh-oh it's that time again

When I'm unnecessarily feeling less than

It's crazy how a best friend

Can end up making you feel emotions

That you don't wanna be set or let out

Free for other people to judge you

Hate so strong, you end up blinded

From the ones who love you

And I don't love to be so upfront

With all these jump guns thinking

That I might be hurting someone

And you thinking might be something you get used to

But really now I'm never living like I used to

I'm stuck inside these wild thoughts

It's so easy to get lost when being yourself comes at a cost

Long ago the worst was a little scary

But now I'm running

From these burdens that I can't carry

And now it's very clear that any other universe

Would be the scene I'm dreaming of

Please

I just wanna be in love (I just wanna be)

A small little wish of mine (yeah)

I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on (cry on)

So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine (say I'm fine)

I'm just wanna be with somebody

It's all I want it more (all that I want more)

And know I don't really care, I don't really care

I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for

I just wanna be in love

A small little wish of mine

I just wanna have a shoulder to cry on (cry on)

So I don't have to lie and say I'm fine (say I'm fine)

I'm just wanna be with somebody

It's all I want it more

And know I don't really care, I don't really care

I don't really care, I don't really care

I don't really care, I don't really care

I don't really care who it is that I'm falling for