Hope For The Future

I'm just tired of staying here

Oppressed by time going by and growing old

I'm just not smiling since too much time

Waiting to leave or to die

And joy is gone weeping away cracks of time

All this pain i embrace inside

Going up the river of time

I'm waiting to become a child

And i'll hold on in this dark noisy room

And i'll clean up this fucked mind

There's just too much darkness in my disease

Looking for happiness into the falling leaves

I would smash this starkness with the hope for the future

Encountering me in a sunny day

"hello how're you?" i would say

All me shining inside

Like when i was a boy