Deadbeat Valentine

Don't need your sympathy

I'm too busy feeling sorry for myself

You say you only wanna be with me

But you'd be better off with almost anyone else

A cool breeze or a skyline

Just give me something to make me feel alive

And I don't want to let you down

But I got a history of ruining everything I'm left around

You can see the void in my eyes

I know you know I'm lying when I say I'm fine

If you love me you should think twice

'Cause no one wants a deadbeat valentine

Losing my mind

Wasting your time

Tell you that I'm gonna change

But I never fucking try

I've been feeling empty

Like the lining of my wallet

I'm constantly fearing the future

And I'm just being honest

God damn, show me the lay of the land

Put your faith in my hands

I promise I'll disappoint you

When you find out my head is a mess like my bed

I'm a lost cause

And I got flaws

And I swear to God that I care a lot

Or I used to, so I make due

With the hole in my soul

Pretend like I'm fine like you do

You can see the void in my eyes

I know you know I'm lying when I say I'm fine

If you love me you should think twice

'Cause no one wants a deadbeat valentine

You can see the void in my eyes

I know you know I'm lying when I say I'm fine

If you love me you should think twice

'Cause no one wants a deadbeat valentine