Exitus Letalis

All the colours bid farewell, the contours as hell during my sleep

With the sunset it will return creeping

Nothingness, as far, as every eye has reached

Is all I see, as I re-awake at the solstice

All the buried stars I've left behind

Built my shape of existence - like never to be there

The gaping emptiness, surrounded by its despairing silence

Awaits me in an unanimated room, full of neverending delusions

No light, is my delight

Damned, for being imprisoned in deepest black

Unable to escape from the deluge of sorrow - like onward to the gallows

This petrified atmosphere, could be the sign for the final end

.By facing the mirror of total death

To be constantly followed, through this bitter loneliness without feelings

I'm fruitlessly searching, for something that releases me

Sadness is spreading again, but not only while dusk

And so the anguish continues

Dead - the only way I can live

The mood went weaker and weaker,'til it conclusively died

Eternal pain leads me on my path to salvation

No fear for blood, when the inner decay announces

That I won't exist any longer