Mental Emptiness

Indifference, spiritless

Shadows upon my soul

Pressure in my head, uncreativity

A veil lies upon my thoughts

Reality distorted, mentally inhibited

Lack of interest, feeling erased

Turning away from society

Emptiness is killing me

Impossible to live a normal life

A black haze of depressions is covering my soul

I'm afraid that I could go insane

What has happened to me?

Mental emptiness

My mind is frozen, emptiness

Living in a world of mind obstruction

I'm just a stanger to my self-emptiness

Captured in my own body

I lacerate my self to feel that I'm still alive

Perceptive faculty restricted

Desperation, sadness

My permanent companions

Pursuance of gloom

Fear to leave my house

Surrounded by permanent anxiety states

My brain, a no man's land

Apathetic, fearfull, emotions dazed

This void is killing me

Involved in pointless thoughts I lost the joy of life

Completly embarrassed

I become antisocial

Lasting reproaches to my self

Numbness, timidity

Sunk in the mist of my sick spirit

I avoid social contacts

I lost the interest in conversations

Emptiness is killing me...

I lacerate my self...

Fear to leave my house...

Mind obstruction, instinctive acting

My perception becomes blurred

I'm not free, nervous, high blood pressure

My life is getting dark, everything seems strange

Loneliness, enjoyment of life obliterated

I've no explanation, suddendly it appeared

Painfull pricks of conscience

When will this torture end?

Emptiness is killing me