Feel So Different

I am not like I was before

I thought that nothing would change me

I was not listening anymore

still you continued to affect me

I was not thinking anymore

althought I said I still was

I'd said "I don't want anymore"

because of bad experience

but now I feel so different

I feel so different

I feel so different

I have not seen freedom before

and I did not expect to

don't let me forget now I'm here

help me to help you to behold you

I started off with many friends

and we spent a long time talking

thought they meant every word they said

but like everyone else they were stalling

and now they seem so different

they seem so different

they seem so different

I should have hatred for you

but I do not have any

and I have always

oh you have taught me plenty

the whole time I'd never seen

all you had spread before me

the whole time I'd never seen

that all I'd need was inside me

now I feel so different

I feel so different

I feel so different.