Like Atlas

I'm staring at these white padded walls

The burden of my past got me on my knees

Like atlas bearing the weight of the skies

An internal war in a mind with no sign of peace

Never thought this would get to me

All this pain build up inside

Experiences of sorrow that cannot be

All the fears I cannot fight

I cannot cope with the past

The pressure on my soul is too much

I lost and my mind collapsed

Overwhelmed by this degrading mental touch

The strength to live disappeared

A tormented soul in a cold shell

A future filled with pain is what I fear

A lost life on its way to hell

I'm staring at these white padded walls

The burden of my past got me on my knees

Like atlas bearing the weight of the skies

An internal war in a mind with no sign of peace

Never thought this would get to me

All this pain build up inside

Experiences of sorrow that cannot be

All the fears I cannot fight

I feel like atlas but not as strong

This burden I cannot bear

I thought I could handle it all but I was wrong

Leaving me in pain and scared

I feel like atlas but I am defeated

This burden I couldn't stand

By this life I was mistreated

In this cell my life will end