Why Is It So Hard

I called you once

Called you twice

Called you ten times no answer

My heavy chest

I watched you eat

Watched you sleep

Watched you breathe

You are precious

I burn low

The ache, the wait

The unrequited

It's the best

It's the best

It's the best of all your feelings

But it's not enough

No it's not

Oh why is it so hard

For you to even look my way

You're keeping me at bay

Oh why is it so hard

I feel so sick when you're around

I'm desperation bound

Who's the girl?

She's a bore

Are you just with her for pleasure?

I'll slit her throat

And I would die just to ride

In the bed that you are sleeping

She's all of half taken

Oh why is it so hard

For you to even look my way

You're keeping me at bay

Oh why is it so hard

I feel so sick when you're around

I'm desperation bound

Why is it so hard

For you to even look my way

You're keeping me at bay

Oh why is it so hard

I feel so sick when you're around

I'm desperation bound

Why is it so hard

For you to even look my way

You're keeping me at bay

Oh why is it so hard

I feel so sick when you're around

I'm desperation bound