Hated By Life Itself

Don’t you wish for death

When you’re feeling weak!

Hardships aren’t as hard

As they seem to be!

Sure, say that all you want

You’re not fooling me

With those words you never mean

While I don’t care to die

I don’t mind a bit

But someone I love?

God, I think I’d wish I did

I suppose

Because I won’t like it

Is all my ego is

Happy to gaze upon the

Pain of the haven’t-met

Cowering in our hatred

Has become a fashion trend

Even so, we’re supposed to

Live a peaceful life?

Even though I bet it’s nice

I bet we’ve tried

Someone succumbs behind

The colors of the monitor

Deep in grief, another weeps

By singing in their honor

Hearing that song

A humming young boy wandered

Off with a knife and an offer

Everybody hated well by life itself

We’ll never know

Why they force code

And ego on the radio

Day-to-day, they’re singing out

I'll take you down

But then again

Who takes when they’re

Really being generous?

Everybody hated well by life itself

We’ll never know

Why

I want to die

Is treated like another joke

That world where we see

The worth in growing old

Anybody hated well by life itself

Will never know

Penniless again, through the day anew

I decide to praise the

Lazy and sing out of tune

Lost upon life’s meaning

I take in the truth

Breathe and see there isn’t

Anything I’m meant to do

Would these wounds be

Better off expressed

With the lowly illustration

I’m so lonely suggests?

Shouldering nothing

But this stubbornness

I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed

Kids with passion

To play make-believe will

Become young adults

With a will to achieve

As we age, there comes a day

We fester like a falling leaf

Carried down without a clue

To prove we ever breathed

Breathing on for centuries

In a deathless design

Bored for eternity, the only to survive

These are the kinds of sci-fi

Dreams always on my mind

Numb to the pain

Can I die? Though I’m not afraid

All the same, I have to pay attention

To the hearts I’d break

Lost in conflicting thoughts

I'm sure they’d have a lot to say

Yes, I can guess what they’d convey

Perfect things need to stay as

Perfect as they always were

If you can’t confront demise

Then live the life you don’t deserve

Since we’re bound to end up

Sad and back to being hurt

We should laugh with the

Friends we lack forever

Everybody hated well by life itself

We’ll never know

Why we claim to get the

Happiness we haven’t shown

Angered by our past hands

Past, as we complain aloud

We smile while pretending

That we’re better now

Everybody hated well by life itself

We’ll never know

Why

So long

Took on the meaning of

I wanna go

That time where

Goodbye

Implied

For now, I hope

Anybody hated well by life itself

Will never know

Contentment and exits

Affection and friendships

They’re gifts you can get for your money

Within but a whimsical fantasy

I could be dead tomorrow

Yet I’m sure in some way

When I go, I’ll get to know

My life was such a waste

Through daylight and stardom

Through springtime and autumn

We die everyday, and

That’s exactly why I chase

No wishes or visions

Since all I can afford

Is protecting your life, I ask

For that and nothing more

Of course

That’s surely

All I’ll ever need to sing for

Hated well by life itself

We’ll never know

What makes the meaning

Matter when we die alone

It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two

Soon enough, the rest of us

Will sink like a leaf into

Anywhere we know it’s not for

Naught, ‘cause we don’t stop

Going out and off, always

Giving everything we got

To killing, to kicking

To grinning, to gritting

Living, living, living, living

Living on