Raining in June

I'm already scared of the winter

Even though summer's takin' her sweet time to start

It's her manipulative heart

She's full of greed, she's such a tease with neon blues

And greens and sweaty palms

She tricks your heart into thinkin' that it's cold

But then the rain comes back like it always does

Every noon and every June I used to sit beside my window sill and stare

Up at the grey skies, she didn't even care

That I had waited, calculated all the lakes that I would swim

And all the carnival games I'd win

If it would only clear up by then, I'd lift my chin

So I will try

I will wait patiently for July

Or move to somewhere with a clearer sky

When I do, life will be yellow

I won't sink into the blue

And so I tried

I couldn't wait patiently for July

So I moved to somewhere with a clearer sky

But when I did

I only missed the rain