HiLo

I'm sick of being hopeful

I'm not being dramatic

I'm not being mysterious

Or even enigmatic

I see the train from my old room

It's early on in the morning

If you saw me for what I am

Would you leave without warning?

HiLo the rain hits the window

My old scars are healing they're on the mend

I'll go wherever the wind goes

You might not ever see me again

HiLo the rain hits the window

My old scars are healing they're on the mend

I'll go wherever the wind blows

You might not ever see me again

The clock it stopped around 4am

It's been that way for 12 months

There's a comfort in knowing that

Twice a day things aren't all wrong

I'm not an overachiever

Maybe I'm overreacting

Passed the tracks of the mountains

Always staring back at me

HiLo the rain hits the window

My old scars are healing they're on the mend

I'll go wherever the wind blows

You might not ever see me again

HiLo the rain hits the window

But I know the worst parts are in my head

I'll go wherever the wind blows

You might not ever see me again

Baby I'm wasting you

Spending all of my time trying

Trying to chase the truth

But I'm sick of being hopeful

Baby I'm wasting you

Spending all of my time trying

Trying to chase the truth

But I'm sick of being hopeful

HiLo the rain hits the window

My old scars are healing they're on the mend

I'll go wherever the wind blows

You might not ever see me again

HiLo the rain hits the window

But I know the worst parts are in my head

I'll go wherever the wind blows

You might not ever see me again